Smackin'

So, i'm done with The Diary of a Young Girl Annie Frank, yay! Now, i'm reading this book called Smack by Melvin Burgess. I started reading this book before I started reading the Annie Frank book, but then I read that and I kind of forgot about this. I actually really liked this book when I first started reading it, but then I kind of like veered away from it. Because I forgot what it was really about. I'm not going to write about the book, or the plot as much but just the way the book is.

The book is about a bunch of wanton teens and their lives. It's quite interesting and very humorous actually.  I kind of forgot the character's names and there are a lot so I can't tell you that. But, it's mostly about what happens, what goes on in a teenage girl's and boy's life. Which is pretty much; boyfriend/girlfriend, drugs, sex, etc...

I'm like 30 pages into the book, but I think i'm going to stop because I don't even know what's going on! I started reading it again in Project R.E.A.L again, and I was so confused. The book is written in kind of a unique way, that I have seen in a couple of books, but not much. It's unique, because it's not written by like chapters but by a character and their thoughts. Like for ex: Um... Emily and like Gabe. I don't know, haha. So it would be like how Emily sees what happens, what she thinks and then the next part would be like the same situation but in Gabe's perspective. And that's how it goes throughout the whole book, basically. It's also written in that like English type of way, with those English words/curses. And oh, I almost forgot! It has like a dictionary for the English words, which I found very amusing and informative. 

So, yeah. I didn't really want to post today, and so that's why it's crap blah. But I reccommend this to anyone who is an enterprising person, someone who is open to books. Because this is definitely one to check out so yeah. I'm just not reading it cause i'm a lazy person, who doesn't like to reread.

*Black, underlined words are for the Writing Challenge.

Yours truly, 

Zarrin S. Class 813 [:

I. Need. To. Finish. ASAP.

Yes, I'm still reading The Diary of a Young Girl Annie Frank, I know. I thought I would've finished it by now since it's just so good, and I read it as much as I can, in my free time and all. But I've been just so sidetracked lately err... Also, maybe because I've been becoming a slow reader, I just really want to peruse the text now. I don't want to miss one detail.And I deplore that decision as well, because I wanted to write a better blog post than the crappy one I'm about to type right now. *sigh* oh well. Here we go. This book or um, diary is a diary written by this beautiful, young girl named Anne. Anneliese Marie Frank to be exact. But I don't like the name Anne, so we're not going to call her that. We're going to call her Annie. This story is taken place during the Nazi War with Hitler in charge, her family is forced to go into hiding with 4 other people in a Secret Annex in her father's old work office. Anne writes about everything that happens there, as she notices many things. In all of the people in the Annex, she's the most talkative and least enjoyable person. She lives with her father, her mother, her staid, stubborn sister, Margot. Another family who she terribly dislikes, Ms. van Daan, Mr. van Daan, and their son, Peter, and also not part of the family Pfeffer.

In my last post, I talked about Annie being in love with this boy, who I forgot the name of. I said, he'd probably be included in the story more. But I was wrong, actually he's totally forgotten. Maybe because I did not expect them to go to the Secret Annex at all it was a total blow, when I found out. I actually don't want to really put a theory out, because if you think about it, this isn't a real book. Actually, it's a diary and a diary is your thoughts, it doesn't have a beginning, rising, climax and end. It just happens. And so, that's why I don't wanna whoops! I mean want to heh ;] 'risk' myself putting a theory that will most likely not come true, like the one about her love life. No wait. Actually, it might have been true. I wouldn't know because when they found her diary, they edited out anything with sexual content, so maybe. Huh. Well, I never actually thought about that.

I just find this story-no, diary so interesting and funny at times. This diary was ONLY published due to the fact of historical evidence, but really I don't care about that. That part really slips my mind. I care about her, her thoughts, feelings and humor. Her life, really. Annie is just so funny, like even if there are parts that are really serious I want to burst out laughing. I don't even know why. I think the most important reason why I can relate to her so much is because she is a teenage girl. Well, like me. She goes through what we go through, in a more old-fashioned way but still, she goes through it. It's just so good, her adolescence, her writing, her thoughts. Scratch that. It's freaking everything. Man, I really want to skip through the whole book and really read the afterword. But i'm afraid if I read the afterword, i'll hear what I really don't want to. DEATH. <Man, that's really really annoying. But if I had to pick one favorite thing about this diary, is that it's real. No, not some story. Hence on some. It's real, it happened. It's crazy. It's, it's nwhw1n01eee1henskskssnkss. Yeah it's that.

Overall, please go read it. Anyone. Please. Go. Read. It. Or I'm just going to have to tell you everything. Hahaha :P Oh yeah, and now you know what I mean my crappy ^

*Black, underlined words are for the Writing Challenge.

Yours truly, 

Zarrin S. 813 (:

Poor Annie Frank :(

I just started reading The Diary of a Young Girl Anne Frank today. Also, I like calling her Annie not Anne, Anne sounds like a Grandma's name to me :S. Well anyway, I decided to finally read it yesterday at night, but only because I read the foreword (I spelled it right!) The foreword was so interesting, it made me want to read the book, but also because so many people recommended it to me. I asked them if there were like sexual content in the book, considering it was a book from long time ago, and they said no so then I thought maybe the foreword would say why. To my compete surprise, the foreword was 3 pages long! Like, wow! It actually did have what I was looking for. Her father, Otto H. Frank who is also the editor of this book included that there was sexual content in Anne's original diary but he felt that, that was too personal and inappropriate at the time of 1940's, which I thought made complete sense. If it weren't for the foreword, I would have left it back down in my book case (it's my sister's book, not mine) because I don't want to read the life of a 15 year old girl during the war, how boring but it really isn't. It's actually quite humorous but also informative at the same time.

That was a long intro, well now to the actually diary. In her (Anne) diary, she talks about everyone she knows/meets. Everyone in her class, in her family, her friends, etc...everyone! She explains everything about them, and I think that was really unique because most people would write, not caring about explanations. Now in the book, there are A LOT of people mentioned, so much that I can't write everyone down but only the main people. Her family: her Daddy, who she loves so much and gets a long with more, her Mother, who she too loves and helps around with, Margot, her older sister that always does better than her, and Hello, her "crush", the boy she talks to a lot and hangs with.

This diary of hers is truly aspiring and thoughtful. But if my father sold my diary, made it into a book and made millions. I'd be a little pissed off, naw actually a lot pissed off! But then again, she was planning on giving it in for some information of the time period, since it was the time of Holocaust, it would've been a informative text for the government.  And I personally, think it is. She talks about what goes on and how she deals with it. I don't know if she will later on in the book, because i'm only 30 pages in. But I think she will. I think that she'll either talk more about Hello or not because of where she is in the part of the book, but then i'm more leaning on that she will. I think they have a connection that should last and it would make the story more interesting if it did. But, I have a bad feeling about the Hitler situation I am just SO sure that something's going to happen to her or her family members. Err *bites nails*

In the end, I venerate her. Because of her giving away her diary or that she was going to give it away. That's seriously amazing, I wouldn't want to give my diary away. I'm really enjoying this book or "diary." It's so much fun to read it from her perspective, but only because she's a 15 year old girl writing about her family, her love life and what's actually going on around her. Oh and something I forgot to add, I absolutely love the format of the book. Starting off with Dear Kitty (the name of her diary) and ending with Yours, Anne truly makes me smile. It just seems so ahh... I don't know the word, just happy? Blah. I think i'm going to actually finish this one, unlike the last book I attempted to read. I recommend it to everyone!

*Black, underlined words are for the Writing Challenge.

Yours truly, 

Zarrin S Class 813

Should I read on? Ehh..., Slawter [2]

Unfortunately, I am still reading Slawter by the more than good, successful and prodigious author Darren Shan. Unfortunately, because I wasn't planning on reading this book that long, but I am. Only because I haven't been doing as much as reading as I've done in the past [shh...] More about this book, there's a kid named Grubbs. Grubbs Grady. In the book, he has a uncle named, Dervish who is pretty chill and cool, he's a monster fighter! The monster is Lord Loss, or called the Demonata. They encounter a lady who offers them a role in her movie, Slawter only to have a surprise, she's working with the Demonata. When they try to escape, unexpected things happen...

In Slawter, there's a lot of different things going on. Well, it looks like it since i'm very little into the book. Especially in the part of the book i'm in, there's another character I forgot to mention, Bill-E Spleen. Bill-E is Grubbs' brother, but Bill-E just doesn't know it. He has a problem, he has Lycanthropy which makes him turn into a wolf who eats people. They are searching for him, in the book they try to run away from the Demonata but they end up in another "dream world" where he is captured. I think this book is more about like, "running away from your fears won't solve anything", because really that's what they're doing. And it's not helping. I think it's just making the problem worse. In the story, I felt that Grubbs, Dervish and Bill-E were a little audacious running away from the Demonata, because he can find you anywhere, anytime. I felt that was stupid as well. This book is kind of predictable, like I know or, I sense that Grubbs/Dervish will fight Lord Loss to protect Bill-E.

I think the story shows a sincere theme that reflects off of life too. "Running away from your fears won't solve anything" and it's true. When you're in a mess, neglecting it will just make it worse. I would know, that's what I always do. It's something I can seriously relate to. Even though I barely read, I think i'm starting to like this book enough to continue it.

Also, notice how I changed the picture even though it's the same book, yeah I'm so nice 8)

What do you think? Should I read it or just quit? Let me know!

*Black, underlined words are for the Writing Challenge.

Yours truly,

Zarrin 813 (:

Hide under your covers.

This is actually my third time reading a book from the Demonata series, which was written by the wonderful and famous author, Darren Shan. This novel is called, Slawter is a continuing book from the first book, Lord Loss. In this book, the main character, Grubbs Grady lives with his uncle, Dervish Grady in a town where he doesn't know anyone. In this book, his uncle, Dervish had just came back from a battle with the Lord Loss, and is still haunted with terrible nightmares from then. Lord Loss is this dark, evil Demonata who is who causes terror to Grubbs and his family. Although i am about 30 pages into the book, I didn't really pay attention to anything, just kept reading. I barely know what's going, but I still decided to write this post. 

Since I don't have much to say on the book yet, I have some thoughts on what I think might happen in the future of the book. In the story, I think Grubbs will [obviously] face Lord Loss again, but this time I feel that he'll meet new people along the way. I mean that's what happens in every book basically, but this time he'll meet enemies, friends and even fakes. And, I sense that he might have a love relationship with someone blah. Which I really don't want to happen, hopefully *crosses fingers* won't happen. I just sense a lot of it, a little because of the blurb and just instinct. 

I think the Demonata series is pretty graphic, the text and all. Even the front cover picture, that's what kept me from reading it first in 5th grade. I saw it first then, and thought OMG, this looks really scary. And decided not to read it, but then someone told me it's really good and started to read it last year. The point is to talk about a story: In 7th grade when I first read it, I was like a little scared that night. I would keep imagining Lord Loss and get a little scared, I would always hide under the covers when I thought about it. I know, baby stuff ;P so what? I was scared ahahaha. Main point is, that Shan's writing is stupendous, and really beautiful to read, but sometimes it can be a little graphic. So, people who like fantasy/horror, go for it. But, if you're on the "ehh..." side, I suggest not. Overall, my thoughts on this book is uncertain for now, but hopefully will be as good as the other ones I read. 

So you guys should comment and tell me, what fantasy books did/do you like? Do you have any interesting stories along with your books?

People should really check out some of Darren Shan's other books. You can see some of them HERE. They're just really good pieces of work.

Yours truly, 

Zarrin 813 (:

The meaning and issues of life in music videos.

 I know we weren't supposed to post this week and completely devote our time to our Social Justice project, but i'm done, and I've been really wanting to post this for a while. So, yeah:

Just recently, Katy Perry's video for her new song, "Firework" just came out. When I usually watch music videos, I don't watch the full thing, I just usually stop mid-way and declare that, "I watched it." Now Katy Perry's videos are really, I mean REALLY crazy, and fun. But, when I watched "Firework", I was really dumbfounded. 

I was literally like *:O* the whole time I was watching the video, because 1)it didn't start out with her craziness, I mean it did, but it didn't. y'know? 2)the video  showed issues, and problems going on for teens and well, people in general, and 3)the song is pretty catchy, and for a catchy song I didn't think it'd have such a profound atmosphere and theme. The song demonstrated that no matter if; you're fat/skinny, if you have a disease, if you're being bullied, if you're les/gay/bi/trans, or even if you're not the richest, I can go on and on about the message that the video represented you're still a person. And a person isn't perfect, but the real message was that even if you're all of those things, you can still show it, you can still make a difference. 

Basically, you can DO it, you can FIGHT against it. I clicked on the video to listen to a popular, catchy song only to find a beautiful video with a sententious meaning HERE . If you want to watch the video you can watch it . This wasn't the only video with a powerful message, there is also Handlebars-Flobots and World On Fire , which we watched in class. Those two are very captivating videos and songs, you should watch them to see the power I saw among them.

*The videos above may include inappropriate scenes/comments.

Yours truly,

Zarrin Class 813. (:

Numbers: Inequity or Social Compensation?

If everyone you passed, every person you ever looked eyes into, you saw their "number."What would you do? Would be scared, or just feel special? Would you want that power? Not if you're 15 year old Jem in the ever so empowering, action packed book called Numbers.

I would've never imagined myself picking up a fantasy book. Yuck, but to my surprise, I actually like it. Numbers is a captivating young adult book about a girl named Jem, who resides in England's foster care, and she knew it was coming because of her "gift." Jem has the gift to see numbers, no not 1, 2, 3...well, actually yes, but she can see your death date. Yep, YOUR death date, just by a glance at the eye, it's appeared. "Wow, that's so cool." Uh no. Y'know why? Would you want to know the day your Mum died? I wouldn't think so, and that's how she found out her "special ability."

I crossed my fingers that there wasn't going to be any lovey dovey stuff, but *sigh* it happens. The stuff that the characters in the book have to go through is just really heart-breaking, and sometimes even disturbing. Especially what happens to Jem shows complete injustice, a person should not have to ever go through what she went through. She had to face; the fact that she knows when people die, whether it's today, tomorrow or a week from now, it's true, her Mum's heroin addiction went too far onto death, and a foster care agency really? On top of all the bullying she gets at school, is that fair? Honestly, is it? No, not to me.

If I were to compare the things in the book vs. the world, it would definitely not be the same. The girl has no family, she has the ability to know more than one should, she only has one person she can trust. Some people are relatable, but are most? Not likely. I get a deep sorrow inside when I read what goes on, at least there's him. Him, is Spider. Her only, trustworthy friend, and honestly, I love that. I love that she has one person she can trust, it makes the story even more interesting than it's getting. What I adore even more is (SPOILER ALERT!) that Jem tries to save him, yes save him. His date is 12/15/10, and what's it today 12/8/10...and he's on the verge of dying and she saved him. But the question that i'm dying to know the answer of is, will she be able to save him on the day of his death? What do you think, would you be able to handle the hardcore stuff that Jem goes through, with knowing a little too much?

Now, i'm roughly half way through the novel, and I want to keep reading not, unfortunately like my last reading experience. You need to read it right now, so that you too, can get into the mind of Jem, and experience what this talented yet so strong girl has to go through.

Yours truly,

Zarrin 813 (:. 

Just Listen

I just finished reading a wonderful, yet- uh, no. Actually, I just finished reading a some-what interesting, yet pretty boring book called, Just Listen by the incredible author, Sarah Dessen. Now, I absolutely love, ADORE Sarah Dessen. All her books were just beautifully-written, but I actually didn't enjoy this one. Just Listen was about a girl named Annabel Greene, "the girl who had everything", the girl who was a model, was popular and had a perfect family. But, that all changed when she was accused by her best friend, Sophie for sleeping with her boyfriend, when Clarke her first best friend left her and when her sister, Whitney almost dies with an eating disorder, anorexia. And, so when school returns, all the worst happens; she eats alone, she's an outcast, and obviously Sophie, the biggest b*tch alive torments her everyday. But, that all changed when she met Owen, another outcast who connected with her, made her laugh, and it all started with an offering of a ride to go home.

Even though this story might just sound like such an, "awe!" story, to me it was down right boring. So boring that I didn't even bother to finish the book. If it was so boring, you might ask then,  why are you writing about it?  Well I'm writing about it, because it has such sincere theme that I had to write about. Just Listen showed the importance of facing the truth, facing reality. I thought that was the theme, because that's what basically what Owen and Anabel talked about. One part really did represent a theme in the book, 

"So you're always honest," I said.

"Aren't you?"

"No," I told him. "I'm not."

"Well, that's good to know, I guess."

"I'm not saying I'm a liar," I told him. He raised his eyebrows. "That's not how I meant it, anyways."

"How'd you mean it, then?"

"I just...I don't always say what I feel."

"Why not?"

"Because the truth sometimes hurts," I said.

"Yeah," he said. "So do lies, though."

This part showed how that to face the truth it takes a lot of hurt and courage, because Anabel was a little surprised when Owen told her this, even a little hurt because she wasn't expecting it. It was just facing the truth. Anabel also, had to face the truth about her sister, her family and what her life has become. Anotherquote I really did actually loved from the book was, "Silence is so freaking loud." Owen had said that, and why I loved it so much was because of the fact, I felt the same way. I even "tried" it out, at home I tried to be without noise, without music and I was just disturbed, to me noise is so freaking quiet. 

The reason why I didn't even bother to finish this book was, because it was just so cheesy teen realistic-fiction, and i'm trying to grow out of those kinds of book but I always end up looking at them, especially Sarah Dessen books. Not only that, but it was really boring to me, it was boring because I didn't even understand what they were saying, or really what was going on. Wait, there is actually one reason why I thought this book way okay and that was Anabel's sister, Whitney. Whitney's not those like television characters who obsess over their weight and keep eating, she was really serious and quiet. And that's why she was my favorite character, that's why I admired her, especially for the effort of actually trying to help herself. I don't recommend to anyone who doesn't like romance, or teen fiction, which I don't think they'd ever pick up this book. But, I do recommend to anyone who's out there that wants an up-n-down adventure of love and conflict. I wonder though, what happens at the end of the book? Do they even stick together? What happens to Whitney? I guess I'll just read another time and find out :/...

Yours truly, 

Zarrin Class 813. (:

Teen Angst? Naaah. . .

I picked up this book and thought, Ned Vizzini? This is all mines. I loved almost every Ned Vizzini book ever, whether it was It Was Kind of a Funny Story or Be More Chill. I knew I would love this too. When I picked up this book, I read it and thought "Quasi-Autobiography" what? Even before I read it, I obviously HAD to Google it, and found this: Quasi-seeming, or virtual. The definition really didn't make any sense to me, could a autobiography even be 'quasi' or um, virtual? No. But what did I do? I read it, because you never know what Ned Vizzini could write about.

Teen Angst? Naaah. . .  is by an innovative, phenomenal, and particularly one of my favorite authors ever, Ned Vizzini. This wasn't just some regular story, it was an autobiography, by Ned Vizzini himself. Vizzini tells his readers about his crazy, hysterical, and easy-to-relate-to adolescence years. He tells about his experience with love, high school, camp, colleges, parents, and what not?! He wrote about everything-really. He narrarated his whole, well actually part of his life in a entertaining approach. 

Obviously there were 'ROTFL' ("roll on the floor laughing") moments, where I did actually laugh out loud, and had to deal with the dirty looks that my sister gave, but then there were some serious, relatable moments. Being the eldest of them all, like Ned I did get it when he had to cope with his annoying siblings, and my parents yelling to be the best. On top of that, there are more things we have in common like we both grew up in NYC, and he did study for the SHSAT, like i'm doing now. Moreover, since those were my most relatable moments, they were also my favorite. At this point, I really understood what he meant by 'quasi', because it did seem virtual to me. I felt like I was in his stories, I wish I was.

I am thankful to have finished this wonderful book, by the talented Ned Vizzini, and would like to commend him for writing a beautiful biography, that really does let his natural gift shine through the whole piece. It felt so good to read an autobiography that was so rich, and full of it. Something I didn't like was and I question is; Why didn't he finish the book? I mean like he finished it, it's published, but I felt and pretty sure, others did too that the story's not completely done. Was the adolescence years, the best years of his life? It was just left there, I really wish he did finish it, though. 

I recommend this great piece of work to anyone, really. Especially if you are in need of a good laugh or interesting story once in a while. It does teach some good morals that everyone should read about. But seriously, just read it for the hell of it. I'm positive you'll enjoy it as much as I did.

Yours truly, 

Zarrin Class 813. (;

Willow

Just finished reading a intense, emotional, and amazing book called Willow by Julia Hoban. When I picked up this book, I thought it was going to be one of those teen books that goes over the same story over, and over again. And, I was surprised to see how much I was proved wrong. I finished this captivating yet devastating novel in 2 days, 3 hours per night, with my Dad yelling at me for being up 'till 2 AM every night just to read it.

This novel is about a girl named Willow, a cutter who lost her parents through an accident and now lives with her brother, David, his wife, Cathy and their child, Isabelle. She believes they hate her, everyone hates her, but that all changed when she met the interesting, Guy. In the story, she cuts BECAUSE of what happened, she believes she killed them. She narrated the story in such a way that made me feel for her, made me feel different about cutters, it made me want to help her release her pain in a different way. I thought they were weird, cutters, but I once again, proved myself wrong.

When she met Guy, I immediately thought about a romance book. And that bored me, I wanted to put the book down that instant, but thank gosh I kept reading on. Guy is this well, interesting guy who she met at the library, her job. You thought since she met him, she would stop cutting and fall into his spell? You're wrong. It took a very long time for her to trust him, for to become friends and for to develop what they became at the end of the book. He didn't make her stop, because as smart of a girl she is, she did herself. He just led the way, and that's why I think he's the one of the most important characters in this book, he was the mentor to Willow.

There were so many important moments in the book and "OMG!" moments, but what I thought that was one of the top 3 was when; Willow and Guy went to Willow's old home, her old house with all the memories of her parents. Over there, she cried and cried, even though she said she didn't even since they died, Guy held on tight to her at the moment and I absolutely loved that moment, because it did show real friendship. It showed how two people, who barely knew each other until the last couple of weeks can have a such a prodigious relationship, I am actually really jealous. A theme that was led throughout the whole book, from the first line to the last was, really friendship can make you overcome the hardest thing you're going through. Because this what basically the book is about, not in a crappy teen love way. Something I adored about this book, and will obsess about forever is the last line, "And that if this is not a happy ending, it perhaps a happy beginning." I love it, i love it in ways word cannot describe. It's just so deep.

Is this behavior of self-harm okay? Is there no way to fight the way of a teen's life? These questions are answered in the story, please read. This author, Julia Hoban wrote this beautiful book in such a thought-provoking way that makes me want to read it over again. This book out of the many books I read, made me cry so much, as embarrassing as it is to write it down here. I praise you, Julia Hoban, I honestly do. And I would like to thank her for writing this enlightening yet sad book. I recommend it to anyone, teen or young adult. It teaches the most important life lessons you'll ever learn.

[If you're hurting yourself, you shouldn't. Get help and call the 1800-DONTCUT hotline today.]

Yours truly,

Zarrin Class 813.